i just stared at her blankly that i think my eyes would come out popping if i dont stop staring.. the moment she told me that she is marrying her new 'toy boy' of 20++ of age..i just cant keep myself but visioning whacking her brain with her new laptop .. if indeed i was allowed to..
this is my best friend.. sober and all, is talking about marrying.. pun the language.. what the fuck of she's thinking about..gosh..i was speechless (at least for the first 10 min)..one thing that i didnt plan to do is crying like a fool before i can even state my opinion..
after i gather myself and stare (again) at her glowing childish look (m'i going insane or what seeing those eyes of hers sparkling like a star..) my short question was.. why him ? and of course she giggles before start that fairy tales..
TARA and i had been friend for ages.. we share lots of laughter, tears and deadly secret more than other people think we should.. some people just think us as a lesbian couple.. and we do make them believe their own assumption.. hehehehe
she always been there for me.. no matter what.. my my my my, i do love her and dont want her hurt..imagine this boy is senior 3 years from her eldest daughter.. ijust cant imagine hows her children accepted the fact of her marrying him..
what i can say to her is.. try to think think think think thousand times before she even commit herself into it.. and i'm glad she said she will..but not before she spread and listed all about HIM..
